June 9, 2021

This week has been rough emotionally. Tomorrow is the anniversary of the worst day of my life. I have had moments of tears off and on through the week. For some it is just a day. For me my mother has been gone half my life.

There are times when I feel like she was never even here because it’s been so long. But there are so many memories that bring me back to reality.

There is not one single day that goes by without missing her and Daddy. Not one. People say you get over it. Maybe some do. I didn’t get over it. I learned how to live without a piece of myself. And I miss my Mama and I miss myself.

If you still have your parents, love them while you can. I am 50 and still cry like a baby missing mine.