I hate feelings sometimes. You’d think after all these years on this earth I would be used to them. Or at least come to terms with them. Up, down, happy, sad, indifferent…feelings are like a roller coaster. The same person can elicit multiple emotions from me–within a matter of minutes. I hate that. Consistency would be nice. I love this person. I hate that person. Plain and simple. No. Nothing in life is plain and simple.
So today I am tired of feelings. This week mine have been all over the place. I don’t like that. Mostly they have been hurt or kinda down. I know I can’t laugh and be happy all the time. It is just that I spent so many years on the dark side of feelings that I started enjoying the light side. I want to stay in that place.