There are some days when I make everything else and everyone else a priority and don’t really pay much attention to myself. It’s easier to do that. I was always taught to do unto others. The thing is that if you keep doing unto others and no one does unto me then I am gonna end up burned out. And that is how it has been lately! I have been so stressed and burned out that I could barely think straight.
Today was about me. I had self-improvement things that I did. Appointments. Things for Amy. And guess what! The world did not fall apart! Aren’t you glad? My Mama and I used to talk about my worrying. We had a theme song for me: “Much Too Young To Feel This Damn Old” by Garth Brooks. I felt older than my years. I still do. Mama would tell me, “Amy, if you didn’t worry about something then I would think there was something seriously wrong.” I smile because worry has been my life. I don’t like it. So rather than worry about the world today I let it spin all by itself! And it can. Amy doesn’t need to do anything and the world keeps spinning. And today was all about me!