I have been busy. You’d think that is a good thing. No. I am working like crazy. This is our busiest season. I don’t have time for much of anything. I try to communicate outside of work and apparently because right now I only have time for work I am dull. I know there need to be changes. Yeah, I know. I also know I am very responsible and always have been. I have a job that requires a lot of responsibility and a lot of hours.
I have recently been told I need to get a life. Funny thing is that when I do have free time, nobody is available to speak to me or do anything. It’s frustrating and there are times when it is just downright hurtful.
I wish people would quit judging me. Realize I am on my own. I have NO ONE to turn to for ANYTHING in life. I HAVE to work to just SURVIVE and have the basics. I don’t have cable. I don’t have a Kindle or a Nook. I pay my bills and buy groceries and pay for my internet and that is absolutely IT! Otherwise I would not have any contact with the world except for talking to the wild people I speak to at work. And those are not people I actually choose to speak with.
So frankly the people I do try to speak with ought to feel honored that I have allowed them in. I don’t speak with many people on purpose.